grrm.astormofswords-第257部分
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eve you're here。〃
Jon Snow had smiled to see him too； but it was a tired smile； like the one he wore now。 〃You made it back after all；〃 he said。 〃And brought Gilly out as well。 You've done well； Sam。〃
Jon had done more than well himself； to hear Grenn tell it。 Yet even capturing the Horn of Winter and a wildling prince had not been enough for Ser Alliser Thorne and his friends； who still named him turncloak。 Though Maester Aemon said his wound was healing well； Jon bore other scars； deeper than the ones around his eye。 He grieves for his wildling girl； and for his brothers。
〃It's strange；〃 he said to Sam。 〃Craster had no love for Mance； nor Mance for Craster； but now Craster's daughter is feeding Mance's son。〃
〃I have the milk；〃 Gilly said； her voice soft and shy。 〃Mine takes only a little。 He's not so greedy as this one。〃
The wildling woman Val turned to face them。 〃I've heard the queen's men saying that the red woman means to give Mance to the fire； as soon as he is strong enough。〃 Jon gave her a weary look。 〃Mance is a deserter from the Night's Watch。 The penalty for that is death。 if the Watch had taken him； he would have been hanged by now； but he's the king's captive； and no one knows the king's mind but the red woman。〃
〃I want to see him；〃 Val said。 〃I want to show him his son。 He deserves that much； before you kill him。〃
Sam tried to explain。 〃No one is permitted to see him but Maester Aemon； my lady。〃
〃If it were in my power； Mance could hold his son。〃 Jon's smile was gone。 〃I'm sorry； Val。〃 He turned away。 〃Sam and I have duties to return to。 Well； Sam does； anyway。 We'll ask about your seeing Mance。 That's all I can promise。〃
Sam lingered long enough to give Gilly's hand a squeeze and promise to return again after supper。 Then he hurried after。 There were guards outside the door； queen's men with spears。 Jon was halfway down the steps； but he waited when he heard Sam puffing after him。 〃You're more than fond of Gilly； aren't you？〃
Sam reddened。 〃Gilly's good。 She's good and kind。〃 He was glad that his long nightmare was done； glad to be back with his brothers at Castle Black 。 。 。 but some nights； alone in his cell； he thought of how warm Gilly had been when they'd curled up beneath the furs with the babe between them。 〃She 。 。 。 she made me braver； Jon。 Not brave； but 。 。 。 braver。〃
〃You know you cannot keep her；〃 Jon said gently； 〃no more than I could stay with Ygritte。 You said the words； Sam； the same as I did。 The same as all of us。〃
〃I know。 Gilly said she'd be a wife to me； but 。 。 。 I told her about the words； and what they meant。 I don't know if that made her sad or glad； but I told her。〃 He swallowed nervously and said； 〃Jon； could there be honor in a lie； if it were told for a 。 。 。 a good purpose？〃
〃It would depend on the lie and the purpose； I suppose。〃 Jon looked at Sam。 〃I wouldn't advise it。 You're not made to lie； Sam。 You blush and squeak and stammer。〃
〃I do；〃 said Sam； 〃but I could lie in a letter。 I'm better with a quill in hand。 I had a 。 。 。 a thought。 When things are more settled here； I thought maybe the best thing for Gilly 。 。 。 I thought I might send her to Horn Hill。 To my mother and sisters and my 。 。 。 my f…f…father。 If Gilly were to say the babe was m…mine 。 。 。〃 He was blushing again。 〃My mother would want him； I know。 She would find some place for Gilly； some kind of service； it wouldn't be as hard as serving Craster。 And Lord R…Randyll； he 。 。 。 he would never say so； but he might be pleased to believe I got a bastard on some wildling girl。 At least it would prove I was man enough to lie with a woman and father a child。 He told me once that I was sure to die a maiden； that no woman would ever 。 。 。 you know 。 。 。 Jon； if I did this； wrote this lie 。 。 。 would that be a good thing？ The life the boy would have 。 。 。〃
〃Growing up a bastard in his grandfather's castle？〃 Jon shrugged。 〃That depends in great part on your father； and what sort of boy this is。 If he takes after you 。 。 。〃
〃He won't。 Craster's his real father。 You saw him； he was hard as an old tree stump； and Gilly is stronger than she looks。〃
〃If the boy shows any skill with sword or lance； he should have a place with your father's household guard at the least；〃 Jon said。 〃It's not unknown for bastards to be trained as squires and raised to knighthood。 But you'd best be sure Gilly can play this game convincingly。 From what you've told me of Lord Randyll； I doubt he would take kindly to being deceived。〃
More guards were posted on the steps outside the tower。 These were king's men； though； Sam had quickly learned the difference。 The king's men were as earthy and impious as any other soldiers； but the queen's men were fervid in their devotion to Melisandre of Asshai and her Lord of Light。 〃Are you going to the practice yard again？〃 Sam asked as they crossed the yard。 〃Is it wise to train so hard before your leg's done healing？〃
Jon shrugged。 〃What else is there for me to do？ Marsh has removed me from duty； for fear that I'm still a turncloak。〃
〃It's only a few who believe that；〃 Sam assured him。 〃Ser Alliser and his friends。 Most of the brothers know better。 King Stannis knows as well； I'll wager。 You brought him the Horn of Winter and captured Mance Rayder's son。〃
〃All I did was protect Val and the babe against looters when the wildlings fled； and keep them there until the rangers found us。 I never captured anyone。 King Stannis keeps his men well in hand； that's plain。 He lets them plunder some； but I've only heard of three wildling women being raped； and the men who did it have all been gelded。 I suppose I should have been killing the free folk as they ran。 Ser Alliser has been putting it about that the only time I bared my sword was to defend our foes。 I failed to kill Mance Rayder because I was in league with him； he says。〃
〃That's only Ser Alliser；〃 said Sam。 〃Everyone knows the sort of man he is。〃 With his noble birth； his knighthood； and his long years in the Watch； Ser Alliser Thorne might have been a strong challenger for the Lord mander's title； but almost all the men he'd trained during his years as master…at…arms despised him。 His name had been offered； of course； but after running a weak sixth on the first day and actually losing votes on the second； Thorne had withdrawn to support Lord Janos Slynt。
〃What everyone knows is that Ser Alliser is a knight from a noble line； and trueborn； while I'm the bastard who killed Qhorin Halfhand and bedded with a spearwife。 The warg； I've heard them call me。 How can I be a warg without a wolf； I ask you？〃 His mouth twisted。 〃I don't even dream of Ghost anymore。 All my dreams are of the crypts； of the stone kings on their thrones。 Sometimes I hear Robb's voice； and my father's； as if they were at a feast。 But there's a wall between us； and I know that no place has been set for me。〃
The living have no place at the feasts of the dead。 It tore the heart from Sam to hold his silence then。 Bran's not dead； Jon； he wanted to stay。 He's with friends； and they're going north on a giant elk to find a three…eyed crow in the depths of the haunted forest。 it sounded so mad that there were times Sam Tarly thought he must have dreamt it all； conjured it whole from fever and fear and hunger 。 。 。 but he would have blurted it out anyway； if he had not given his word。
Three times he had sworn to keep the secret； once to Bran himself； once to that strange boy Jojen Reed； and last of all to Coldhands。 〃The world believes the boy is dead；〃 his rescuer had said as they parted。 〃Let his bones lie undisturbed。 We want no seekers ing after us。 Swear it； Samwell of the Night's Watch。 Swear it for the life you owe me。〃
Miserable； Sam shifted his weight and said； 〃Lord Janos will never be chosen Lord mander。〃 It was the best fort he had to offer Jon； the only fort。 〃That won't happen。〃
〃Sam； you're a sweet fool。 Open your eyes。 It's been happening for days。〃 Jon pushed his hair back out of his eyes and said； 〃I may know nothing； but I know that。 Now pray excuse me； I need to hit someone very hard with a sword。〃
There was naught that Sam could do but watch him stride off toward the armory and the practice yard。 That was where Jon
