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Jill laughed。 〃Same with me。〃
Alan started to take her in his arms； and she stiffened。 〃Please don't。〃
He looked at her a moment and said gently； 〃Okay；〃 and fill was suddenly embarrassed。 What was she doing here in this man's room； anyway？ She knew the answer to that。 She was desperately lonely。 She was hungry for someone to talk to； hungry for the feel of a man's arms around her； holding her and reassuring her and telling her that everything was going to be wonderful。 It had been so long。 She thought of David Kenyon； but that was another life； another world。 She wanted him so much that it was an ache。 A little later； when Alan Preston put his arms around Jill again； she closed her eyes and it became David kissing her and undressing her and making love to her。
Jill spent the night with Alan； and a few days later he moved into her small apartment。 Alan Preston was the most unplicated man Jill had ever met。 He was easygoing and relaxed； taking each day as it came； totally unconcerned with tomorrow。 When Jill would discuss his way of life with him； he would say；
〃Hey； remember Appointment in Samarra … If it's going to happen； it'll lappen。 Fate will find you。 You don't have to go looking for it。〃 Alan would stay in bed long after Jill had gone out looking for work。 When she returned home； she would find him in an easy chair； reading or drinking beer with his friends。 He brought no money into the house。
〃You're a dope；〃 one of Jill's girlfriends told her。 〃He's using your bed； eating your food； drinking your liquor。 Get rid of him。〃
But Jill didn't。 For the first time； Jill understood Harriet； understood all her friends who clung desperately to men they did not love； men they hated。 It was the fear of being alone。
Jill was out of a job。 Christmas was only a few days away and she was down to her last few dollars； yet she had to send her mother a Christmas present。 It was Alan who solved the problem。 He had left early one morning without saying where he was going。 When he returned； he said to Jill；
〃We've got a job。〃
〃What kind of job？〃
〃Acting； of course。 We're actors； aren't we？〃
Jill looked at him； filled with sudden hope。 〃Are you serious？〃
〃Of course I am。 I ran into a friend of mine who's a director。 He's got a picture starting tomorrow。 There's parts for both of us。 A hundred bucks apiece； for one day's work。〃
〃That's wonderful！〃 Jill exclaimed。 〃A hundred dollars！〃 With that she could buy her mother some lovely English wool for a winter coat and have enough left over to buy a good leather purse。
〃It's just a little indie。 They're shooting it in back of someone's garage。〃
Jill said； 〃What can we lose？ It's a part。〃
The garage was on the south side of Los Angeles； in an area that in one generation had gone from exclusivity to middle…class gentility to seed。 They were greeted at the door by a short； swarthy man who took Alan's hand and said；
〃You made it； buddy。 Great。〃 He turned to Jill and whistled appreciatively。 〃You told it like it is； pal。 She's an eyeful。〃
Alan said； 〃Jill； this is Peter Terraglio。 Jill Castle。〃
〃How do you do！〃 Jill said。
〃Peter's the director；〃 Alan explained。
〃Director； producer； chief bottle washer。 I do a little of everything。 e on in。〃 He led them through the empty garage into a passageway that had at one time been servants' quarters。 There were two bedrooms off the corridor。 The door to one was open。 As they approached it； they could hear the sound of voices。 Jill reached the doorway； looked inside and stopped in shocked disbelief。 In the middle of the room four naked people were lying on a bed； a black man； a Mexican man； and two girls； one white and one black。 A cameraman was lighting the set while one of the girls practiced fellatio on the Mexican。 The girl paused for a moment； out of breath； and said； 〃e on； you cock。 Get hard。〃 Jill felt faint。 She wheeled around in the doorway to start back down the passageway； and she felt her legs start to give way。 Alan had his arm around her； supporting her。
〃Are you all right？〃 She could not answer him。 Her head was suddenly splitting； and her stomach was filled with knives。 〃Wait here；〃 Alan ordered。 He was back in a minute with a bottle of red pills and a pint of vodka。 He took out two of the pills and handed them to Jill。
〃These will make you feel better。〃 Jul put the pills in her mouth； her head pounding。 〃Wash it down with this；〃 Alan told her。 She did as he said。 〃Here。〃 Alan handed her another pill。 She swallowed it with vodka。 〃You need to lie down a minute。〃 He led Jill into the empty bedroom； and she lay down on the bed； moving very slowly。 The pills were beginning to work。 She started to feel better。 The bitter bile had stopped ing up into her mouth。 Fifteen minutes later； her headache was fading away。 Alan handed her another pill。 Without even thinking about it； 〃I am sitting still。〃 Jill thought that was funny and began to laugh。 She laughed until the tears streamed down her face。
〃What what were those pills？〃
〃For your headache； honey。〃
Terraglio peered into the room and said； 〃How we doin'？ Everybody happy？〃
〃Every everybody's happy；〃 Jill mumbled。 Terraglio looked at Alan and nodded。
〃Five minutes；〃 Terraglio said。 He hurried off。 Alan was leaning over Jill； stroking her breast and her thighs； lifting her skirt and working his fingers between her legs。 It felt marvelously exciting； and Jill suddenly wanted him inside her。
〃Look； baby；〃 Alan said； 〃I wouldn't ask you to do anything bad。 You'd just make love to me。 It's what we do anyway； only this time we get paid for it。 Two hundred bucks。 And it's all yours。〃
She shook her head； but it seemed to take forever to move it from side to side。 〃I couldn't do that；〃 she said； fuzzily。
〃Why not？〃 She had to concentrate to remember。 〃Because I'm I'm gonna be a star。 Can't do porno films。〃
〃Would you like me to fuck you？〃
〃Oh； yes！ I want you； David。〃 Alan started to say something； then grinned。 〃Sure； baby。 I want you； too。 e on。〃 He took Jill's hand and lifted her off the bed。 Jill felt as though she were flying。 They were in the hallway； then moving into the other bedroom。
〃Okay；〃 Terraglio said as he saw them。 〃Keep the same setup。 We've got some fresh blood ing in。〃
〃Do you want me to change the sheets？〃 one of the crew asked。 〃What the fuck do you think we are； MGM？〃
Jill was clinging to Alan。 〃David； there are people here。〃
〃They'll leave；〃 Alan assured her。 〃Here。〃 He took out another pill and gave it to Jill。 He put the bottle of vodka to her lips； and she swallowed the pill。 From that point on； everything happened in a haze。 David was undressing her and saying forting things。 Then she was on the bed with him。 He moved his naked body close to her。 A bright light came on； blinding her。
〃Put this in your mouth；〃 he said； and it was David talking。
〃Oh； yes。〃 She stroked it lovingly and started to put it in her mouth and someone in the room said something that Jill could not hear； and David moved away so that Jill was forced to turn her face into the light and squint in the glare。 She felt herself being pushed down on her back and then David was inside her making love to her； and at the same time she had his penis in her mouth。 She loved him so much。 The lights bothered her and the talking in the background。 She wanted to tell David to stop them； but she was in an ecstasy of delirium； having orgasm after orgasm until she thought that her body would tear itself apart。 David loved her； not Cissy； and he had e back to her and they were married。 They were having such a wonderful honeymoon。 〃David。。。〃 she said。 She opened her eyes and the Mexican was on top of her； moving his tongue down her body。 She tried to ask him where David was； but she could not get the words out。 She closed her eyes while the man did delicious things to her body。 When Jill opened her eyes again； the man had somehow turned into a girl with long red hair and large bosoms trailing across Jill's belly。 Then the woman started doing something with her tongue and Jill closed her eyes and fell into unconsciousness。
The two men stood looking down at the figure on the bed。
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